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Monday, September 15, 2014

First week in Chile

Oh goodness, life is crazy!  so much has happened. i´m sorry if i don´t have time to respond to personal emails this time cuz theres so little time and so much to say. not to mention this keyboard is really strange...

So traveling to Osorno was great.  it was kinda hard to sleep on the overnight flight but i managed. i´m still trying to make up for the sleep that i lost that day though, i was so exhausted. 
So i´m watching all the missionaries going around talking to people and having these cool experiences i´m all thinking that i could do the same.  well, i start talking to this girl and was totally shut down.  i was talking with her for a bit, just some small talk and she asked if we were for a religious group. so i said yes and i asked her if she believed in god and she says i really don´t want to have this conversation right now.  shut down.  my elders were in front of me and totally heard and made fun of me the rest of the day.  at least i tried.
but i made up for that on the plane to osorno.  i was kinda discouraged after that but i figured it could only get better from there. and it did.  so this older guy sitting next to me i start talking to.  he had so many questions. i talked to him for 45 min about the gospel from prophets to the book of mormon and more. it was amazing. and he said he wanted to meet with the missionaries so i took down his address and number and gave him a book of mormon.  after the flight i asked if he had any more questions for me and hes all ´´give me a kiss´´ and he kisses me on the cheek.  haha that was unexpected. i didn´t know what to say to stop him i couldn´t just say no. hahah yeah the elders gave me a hard time for that one.  

So we went to the mission home and recieved our assignments and new companions. the next day was crazy.  i was still exhausted from traveling and my heart ripped out as i watched my elders and hna parkinson walk away.  it was a really rough day. i just wanted to curl up in a ball and cry. my friends were gone and i was in a new place where i couldn´t understand anyone. and we didn´t even get a break. right after we dropped off my stuff adn the house we were out proselyting in the cold.  not the best day in my life.
but i´m all good now, i´ve come to love it here. the first few days were super long and all i was thinking was what the goodness did i get myself into.  but i love it now. life is good

So Puerto Montt...
Puerto Montt is the biggest city in the mission.  its very colorful and very crowded with houses.  The streets are coated in trash.  The houses are only heated with log fires (which is proving to be a problem for us)  
yeah so i´m learning that the only way to start a fire is to dump wood and paper in the fireplace and then pray really really hard.  i thought i knew how to start a fire but the wood here is messed up and will not light on fire! it is the most frustrating thing of my life. so we just freeze.  there is no word to describe how cold it is here.  i´m chilled to the bone. constantly.  if it looks like i´ve gained weight its because i´ve gained 15 flipping lbs of clothing!  literally, i wear thermal garments, long johns, tights, skirt & shirt, sweater, coat, rain coat, gloves, thermal socks, and hat and i and still somehow cold.  how does that work? i don´t know.  its not that its freezing temperatures here just the fact that you sit in the house for hours studying with the fire that will not start (and it doesn´t help even if there is a fire)  so we just freeze. i´m hoping i´ll adjust eventually.   
oh i accidently caught the house on fire today....i set the wood on top of the fireplace. ..not the best idea...
i feel like i´m going to come home with lung cancer. since everyone uses wood fires there´s a coating of smoke over the city.
i am a pro wood chopper!  actually the wood here is super hard to chop, its made of steel i swear.  my back and shoulders ache and i have blisters all over my hands.  we had to chop wood for a older sister in the ward too so double duty.
i´ve decided i´m going to come home from my mission either super buff or crippled.

there are dogs all over puerto montt. eliza would be in heaven.  seriously. everyone has at least 2 dogs and there´s millions more just out on the street.  they´re all so cute but i don´t dare touch them.  ive only been bit by 1 so far! haha i´m just walking down the street and some random dog comes and bites my leg. what the goodness?  don´t worry it didn´t puncture skin.

So lunch is the big meal here. it consists of meat, potatoes and rice.  they don´t believe in dinner. life is sad.  so i just eat a big lunch and somehow last the rest of the day. not the best schedule... i need to rethink this before i gain a million lbs... oh and they love soda here.  they just give you cup after cup. i hate soda. i haven´t had soda in who knows how many years.  this is a problem.

we walk so much. end of story. a ton. all over the place, my legs hurt from walking so much. and there´s hills here so yeah. 

So my new companion....her name´s Hermanan Palma.  she´s from Chile. of course i would be the one to get a Chilean companion.  she knows about as much english as i do spanish so its kind of a big problem.  its really hard to communicate.  her pronounciation of words throws me off.  for example, she always says sing instead of think which confuses me every time.   it was super hard the first few days cuz we couldn´t really communicate so i just didn´t talk. but its getting better probably cuz now i just talk to myself in english so i don´t go insane.  and i´m understanding more spanish. the people here talk super fast so i can really only get a general idea of what they´re saying.  they always make me say the prayers. they say its so i can practice my spanish but i think its more because they want a good laugh.  its kinda funny cuz they underestimate me. so they´re making fun of how i can´t understand them but i can understand that they´re making fun of me so its just kinda funny.

Oh so i´m in trouble. i have a feeling i´m going to learn to sight read music really really fast. after humiliating myself a few hundred times first.  hna palma found out i can play the piano and was so excited. she told the bishop and now i´m ward pianist.  they just threw me into that one. apparently its been a year since they´ve had someone that could play the piano. and they´re already asking for special musical numbers.  and on sunday of course i sit down to play and the first song i´ve never seen before in my life! it went ok but this is gonna be interesting.  

well there´s a lot more to say but i haven´t even read your emails yet so i should end so i have time to do that...  I love you all! and i miss you a ton!
love, Hna Hebdon la segunda

Monday, September 8, 2014

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Today's the day!

today's the day, the sun is shining, the tank is clean. the tank is clean!  *name that movie....

whelp, i officially head out in an hour. and i have no idea how the goodness i fit everything in my suitcases.  biggest struggle of my life.  apparently my carry-on is supposed to be 17 lbs.  it literally is 43 lbs.  practically as heavy as my check-in bags which are both 49 lbs.  so i'm praying really hard they don't weigh the carry-on or i might have some major problems.  either i'll have to chuck a bunch of stuff (i already got rid of some shirts cuz i couldn't fit them anywhere)  or i'll have to pay a bunch of money. so yup. wish me luck

This week has been super long. I'm so excited to leave, but its been hard saying goodbye to people.  saying goodbye to my district is gonna be one of the hardest things i've done.  spending all day everyday for 6 weeks with the same people, you get really close.  

anywho, not much has happened. or at least i don't remember what happened because i wasn't anticipating this email time so i didn't actually go through my journal to remember what happened... but yeah.  i love you all, i hope i survive getting through the airport with my ridiculous luggage.

love, 
Aubz

Thursday, September 4, 2014

Last few days in the CCM

Hola! How's everything going? i just first off want to thank everyone for all the emails, it really means a lot! keep writing, i can always use the support. :)

can you believe i leave monday for Chile? how bizarre is that? we got our flight information, we leave 8:30 mon night.  its a 8 1/2 hr flight then we have a 5 hr layover and then another 1 1/2 hr flight.  it'll be a long night. i hope i can sleep on the plane...

so seriously nothing interesting happened this week.  i thought i didn't want to leave the CCM and suddenly i can't wait to get out of here. its time for something new.

we have to sing as a district on sunday, i'm playing the piano and singing.  its Come thou font of every blessing.  i kinda arranged it.  it'll be interesting namely cuz the boys aren't musical and hna parkinson and i are singing a duet on the 1st verse and you know how i feel about performing for people...

Quote of the week: "what's the past tense of was?"
then one night my teacher is giving instructions for some activity and i can normally understnad his spanish just fine but i was super tired. to when he finishes i turn to my compnaion and say "translate" and she's all "wow i know your tired when you ask me to translate after he just explained it in english"  hahah.  fail.  i'm losing it. my  mind is slowly melting. i seriously had no idea he was speaking english.

well i really don't have much to say. every day's practically the same. we study (or at least attempt to) and study some more. and when i say study its more of sitting at my desk staring at my book while the elders distract me and tease me mercilessly.  I love them all to death but its starting to get old.  its time to leave the CCM.  i'm ready.

whelp, i love you all! take care.  wish me luck as i enter the field! (btw, i'm way to excited for this plane ride, it sounds like a huge plane, course i didn't get a window seat, just my luck, but it'll still be sweet.  it's gonna be a party, especially the 5 hr layover cuz my whole district is on the same flight and everything)

anywho, have a good week, i love you all!

~Hermana Hebdon la segunda

Thursday, August 28, 2014

Just another week in CCM

Thursday, August 21, 2014

I can't believe I'm half way done with the CCM

Hola mis amigas y familia!  como estan?  
so first off, mom did you ever pick up my paycheck? if not will you get it and deposit it and let me know how much it was? gracias

So, my heart broke when i head about emma and brandt got in another really bad car crash (he's ok), so i'm just sitting in the computer lab crying. great...

well this week has been very interesting. i've been eating dinner with Tanner's district lately, i became pretty good friends with the girls in his district.  so, i'm sitting there at dinner one night when one of the elders turns to me and asks "so, what are you doing this friday...2 yrs from now?"i told him i didn't have plans yet and he asked if i'd go on a date with him.  2 min later another elder (Tanner's companion) comes up and asks the same question for saturday 2 yrs from now.  
so how is it that i jsut got asked out on as many dates as i went on all throughout highschool in 1 day as a missionary?  i don't understand my life
they were obiously joking so i was just playing along.  the Elders in Tanner's district are super funn/crazy so i just go with it.  they like to creep on me.  one of them every time he walks by me says "hola mi amor" , pretty sure thats not ok for a missionary to say but its funny so i won't complain.  

its funny how a bunch of people know me but i have no ideas who they are.  i feel bad.  the other day i'm walking to gym and we pass 2 hermanas who stop me and say "we heard we're playing volleyball with you today" i'm all yeah!...uhhh who are you?" turns out they were from Tanners district.  i had no idea he had 4 hermanas in his district i had never seen these hermanas in my life.  and they knew exactly who i was without hesitation and i didn't even have my nametag on....i'm still confused about that....

I got kind of carried away the other day when playing the piano. and i got kicked off because i wasn't paying a 'spiritual song'  whoops...  this is probably my biggest struggle.  we had a district meeting in which they whipped out the white bible and read the section on music cuz our whole district seems to be singing constantly and they're not always mission appropriate songs..  so literally 30 sec after the meeting i'm walking out the door and burst out singing "give a little bit of my love to you" the rest of the night was a struggle trying to choke back all the nonspriritual songs that were popping into my head.

so they have these "safe circles" all throughout the CCM.  apparently we're supposed to go stand in one of these giant green circles in an emergency becasue they are designated safe spots.  let me tell ya, they are anything but safe.  i'm running through the rain and i take one step in teh safe circle and slip and fall cuz it was so slick.  

One day i'm singing come thou font of every blessing and one of the elders in my district whips out hte piano music for it and gives it to me. happy day!  so then me and hermana parkinson are practicing this on the piano one day then later we're playing v-ball wich a bunch of elders i'd never seem before. they come up to me and are all "so you can play the piano and sing all at once? that was amazing!" i was super confused.  apparently a bunch of elders had snuck into the room when we were singing and we didn't even know. *awkward.    
then today we went to the temple (and by went to the temple i mean we went to the visitors center because the temple is closed for remodeling)  and we sang on the bus the whole way there. we get off the bus and these elders come up to me and was all "so was it you that had the angel singing voice?" my life is happy.  i'm suddenly getting over my fear of singing for people.

i'm super sad. tanner's district leaves this tuesday, along with my zone leader's district. there goes all my friends.  but i guess i can survive without them for my last 2 weeks.  can you believe i'm already more than halfway done with the CCM??? i'm terrified to go out in the field. i'm not ready at all! and this is now home, i have a family here.

I love life right now.  the other day its pouring rain and our teacher gave us a 5 minute break.  so what do my companion and i do?  go run through the rain.  we start running around the building and we turn a corner only to find the sidewalk and grass completely flooded (my poor shoes i discovered are not waterproof haha)  so then we take off our shoes and are just splashing through this flooded area.  it was so great.  i'[m glad my companion does crazy stuff with me.  it was just funny comparing us to all the other hermanas huddling under umbrellas complaining about the rain and their shoes as we are drenched and splashing through puddles.

Awkward moment of the week: i'm sitting on top of my desk and i needed to set my cup down on the window seal. so i lean back trying to reach.  literally a split second after i say "this is a terrible idea" the desk flips over and i end up stradeling the desk with it falling on top of me in front of all the elders.  i got a huge bruise from taht then yesterday we're playing v-ball and i dove and landed right on my bruise.  so now it is the most painful/biggest bruise ever.  everytime i rolled over onto my right side last night i'd wake up cuz it hurt so bad....

best purchas of my life: a dry erase marker.  my spanish studying suddenly got so much better. we discovered that the walls are all tile so the whole wall is one giant white board! so i spent hours writing different conjugations on the wall. studying is now fun

the elders in my district love teasing me and they keep framing me for stealing elder sandstrum's pens.  so the other day we finally got them back.  they had all left early for gym so hermana parkinson and I duct taped their pens to the cieling.  haha, it took them forever to notice. that taught them to mess with me ;)

so i'm walking to a devotional with Tanner's district when suddenly a flash mob of Mexicans run up and start taking pictures with us. talk about random

the elders in our district started this random thing where they do 10 pushups ever half-hour, so hermana parkinson and i joined in.  i'm gonna be buff when i come home ;)

This last sunday was amazing.  super spiritual.  we watched the Joseph Smith movie and i cried through the whole thing. then our district meeting was amazing.  it amazes me that all the elders just graduated high school.  their testimonies blow me away and they seem so mature (at times) to have just graduated. of course they definitely have their moments when its obvious they just graduated.  psh my ZL's were telling me they thought i looked like i was 16 or 17 when they first saw me. excuse me? i'm older than them!

i played handball with the elders. its a mixture of ultimate frisbee and soccer...i guess thats the closest i'll get to playing ultimate.

well i survived not getting the flu but now i'm getting a cold. but i won't complain cuz its 10X better than getting the flu.

well i love you all! and i miss you.  be safe, i'm praying for you all.

<3 ~Hermana Hebdon la segundo